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When I disappear

I want to get lost in the darkness Let the woods swallow me whole And never come back I want to let myself vanish In lonely faces of old stones Until I myself am rough and cold I want to grow into the dirt My toes and fingers Will become powerful roots My hair will be tall grasses Sharp and torn out in few places And my heart My heart will become silent Beating slowly only for itself I’ll give nothing and take nothing back I'll disappear Into my own pain

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When I disappear

I want to get lost in the darkness Let the woods swallow me whole And never come back I want to let myself vanish In lonely faces of old stones Until I myself am rough and cold I want to grow into the dirt My toes and fingers Will become powerful roots My hair will be tall grasses Sharp and torn out in few places And my heart My heart will become silent Beating slowly only for itself I’ll give nothing and take nothing back I'll disappear Into my own pain

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Hmm? Oh, hello! I didn’t see you standing there. What’s up? …Quiet one, ain’tcha? You seem like a good listener, though. I could use a listener. Say, would you like to hear a story? It’s a love story. But I promise it’s not a drag. It has noble heroes, a complex villain fighting them for all the goodness and light in the world, with twists and turns at every corner and stuff. Trust me, it’ll really tug at the heartstrings, play with your emotions on all ends of the spectrum. That is, if I can tell it right… Yes? You would? Awright! Go on, take a seat. Get comfortable. It’s a pr

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